Wednesday, December 14, 2005

If...I Quit

If, one day I show up myself infront of you, please don't ask me why am I back to Malaysia out of a sudden. I have complained enough about the kid's attitute. That's the only reason may cause me to do that at this moment.
What is it means if I quit this program before the end of the contract? Is it prove that I am not tough enough to stay in challenges? Or is it prove that I just don't feel it's worth for me to stay any longer under such circumstances? Well, I really not sure......

4 comments:

Lian said...

有点意外。。。 但不要太勉强。

Unknown said...

Yeah, I will keep quiet when I still can calm down. But if it's too much, I would always fight back. Like those 'shitty' customers in Equine, always get 'pounch' back if they are rude to me. If you want to play games, I will use the same way to treat you back.

I yelled back if he yell at me if it's not my fault. I dont want to feel like a slave, and I dont have to.

He say sorry to me last night. I was quiet, tired, and asked him how if I treat him the same way... hai...

Unknown said...

The other thing is, I was so 'spoiled' too. Almost nobody in my family yell at me. I can't remember even one occassion that I have been yelled.

And sometimes I am so demotivated and he challenge my self-confidence. I felt like being 'love' by family and friends all the while. It's because I am sincere and be the friends from the bottom of my heart. But when I facing with this kid, no matter what I do, how nice am I, he also never appreciate... I feel like being disgust...???

Maybe I will not tell all this to his parents anymore, but if someday it achieve my limit, I will just say bye bye to them (he may be happy to walk to driveway every morning)hahaa....

Unknown said...

Thanks for your support. Though it's only few sentences, but it's enough to 'wake me up'..